rain, storm and then sunshine at the end?

haha.. let's all hope the above title is true..

amid the torrent conditions and stress..
there's certain thing in life we all crave for..
just like how i crave for now..

love is simply the lovely solution to ease tension..
how do u define love btw?

everyone has different defination of love..
some believe in buying lots of gift..

for me.. i believe in being sincere, staying faithful...
caring.. loving.. protecting.. the one n only u love for..

sometimes.. how i wish i hv a gf now who would shine some love to me..
care for me.... talk to me...

for me... love is certainly one of the things that drives me..
sometimes.. i feel loving someone seems almost quite painful..
i have a fren whom just cant forget his ex-gf... and he's been thinking of her for more than 6 months already.. poor him..

the most painful word is probably " Waiting "
i've guy frens who are waiting..
and i probably have some gal frens who may be waiting..
and most importantly.. i myself am waiting..
and for those stupid idiots out there who thinks i duno what shit is waiting about.. screw u! u hv no idea how much i hv gone thru..

this reminds me the song.. " Sorry seems to be the hardest word " by Elton John and Blue..
If sorry seems to be the hardest word..
i love u odd the be the hardest phrase to say out..
lol.. probably the fear of commitment..

some ppl feel my life is complicated.. hmm.. i think they probably meant my relationship is complicated..

to start off.. even b4 i was born.. my family has got complicating background...
i hv 4 grandfathers... and 3 grandmothers...
hoho.. bet no one knows that.. haha..

i need love...! can someone from the opposite gender shine some to me?
lol... i got all the love i could have from qg n km already...
man.. i really love being together with them.. and i bet they do... dun they? ;)
*Qg, say yes, or else i will kill u* :P

i scare without love.. i may turn gay.. lol!
qg n km are great men! km is all so kind, humorous, caring and generous...
if i were a girl.. i will probably choose him... even though sometimes he is damn goofy.. LOL.. *dun kill me KM* :P

so Qg, i hope i have satisfied ur desire..
so u wont miss me when i'm in thailand.. lol..
u can read my blog.. and say..
"WOW... keith u finally updated..!"

okay.. and for all those who read my blog.. i may not hv enuff money to buy many things back.. so.. u all may or may not hv any gift from me..

i've been quite broke lately..
trips here.. trips there.. sigh... i need money..
i feel G** damned inferior without money...
Gosh! first time i have inferiority complex.. especially over money..
No money no talk! guess everyone heard of this phrase b4..
really.. if u hv no money.. dun say out ur stupid plans n ideas...
it's just so disappointing not being able to fulfil it..

goodness gracious! hv i lived up to my name for being froggie? haha..
saw this bloody idiot mosquito flying around a few seconds ago..
and i just grab the air and it with my bare hands..
woohoo! GRABBED! DEAD! REVENGE DONE! Hahhaa.. :P
who asked u to bite my frend 14 times all over...

ok la.. keith not that violent actually..
trying to let go a bit of stress..
u guys are lucky i feel a bit stress... if i didnt feel so...
i wont be blogging.. haha.. so if u ppl wana see more entries from keith..
u all can pray for me being ever so stressed up... and no one to love me... lol...

btw.. i think i getting more n more timid.. SIGH!!! WHY!!!!?

huh? hear wrongly?

Qg: XXX's reach clementi already..
Me: Huh? XXX bring panties?

XXX: My bible's inside
KM: Huh? You got diaper?

KM: Is XXX smart?
Qg: Huh? Smell XXX's butt?


Goodness! LOL...
Btw.. XXX is NOT just one person.. LOL... But i just want to protect XXX's identity.. haha